Yesterdays

You & Me.

2009-05-27T01:15:00.000-07:00

Ever had everything you ever wanted and then had it all taken away??
That is what happens when you distance yourself away from someone.
Never was it suppose to be like this.
We will never be the same.
Friends.

HANZO!

2009-03-29T09:40:00.000-07:00

I actually enjoyed camp more than expected.
I think it was cause we had the best FA in the world
&
the most awesomest group members.

YES WOHOO BIG SHOCKER! JOSHUA ENJOYED CAMP!!!
You guys do not know what you missed!(:

EXAMS!

2009-02-21T07:14:00.000-08:00

1 down.
2 to go.
come on.):

Sunday night.

2009-02-15T06:50:00.000-08:00

I am dead tired mentally! Two soccer matches in a row was no joke at all. But i think i was worth it. I mean come on it is SOCCER. Anyway study week starts tomorrow. So yeah must study tomorrow. Probably following tim to the library. Hopefully got JC kids. Yeah. about 2-3 more weeks to my Aussie trip. Can't wait man. Seriously!! Looking forward to it a lot.

Can't think, shit.
-Maniar

Happy V'Day!

2009-02-13T08:23:00.000-08:00

Alright. V'Day sia. Dateless due to money constraints sorry all the girls hearts I broke by not asking you all out. Okay anyway. Did 300m x 6 times. Not bad sia. Can complete impressed. Defiance= A war movie, so people who like war and history this is a must not miss. HAHA. They teach you how to scold vulagraties in jewish. HAHAAHA. Busy day today. So yeah. Drinking also tonight.

You know you want too, but you can't!
-Maniar

B.O.I

2009-02-12T07:23:00.001-08:00

So today had CMA wow managed to not get a D or D+. Amazing, can pull up my GPA still. haha. Had BC test. And thanks to someone I think I am going to be able to ace my BC test. Thank you. Anyway after that trained with yk. He did 120m x 6 times. Helped him take his timing. Then suddenly I had this urge to run 100m. Enlightenment i think. WOW! That is all I can say. 12++ secs. New pb. HAHA. Must try and improve even more. Cheers.

This friends are for keeps, so bugger off.
-Maniar

Fullstop.

2009-02-11T05:48:00.001-08:00

So today went to church to study. And I think it is the most conducive place to study. Managed to get a lot of things into my tiny brain. Yeah so I spent most of my time studying in church. After that came home. Hit the books again. Tomorrow is BC test. Hope i can get at least a B+. Also going to the gym tomorrow cause yk wants to go and i don't mind pumping. Oh yeah valentines this day is going to be spent with the servers, who better to spend it with other than those great bunch of guys.

You know you will keep coming back for more,
Maniar.

Last week of year 2.2.

2009-02-10T04:28:00.000-08:00

So today had finance tutorial, TJH crashed my class. Then FOI managed to clear something up with the teacher about the peer evaluation. Then after that lunch with the usual TUESDAY gang. Then was FOI lecture, he actually gave a lot of hints. And then had to wait for my interview to start. It went not bad. The first question he asked me was "where do you stay?". So got stunned but managed to use my suave talking skills to talk back. Chehhhhh. Oh yeah timothy and myself got into SL camp. SHOCKER OF THE YEAR SIA. I think we are on our way to becoming tp-oie people. But then ah I think our ulterior motive still there. HAHA. Okay tmr only got one lecture then must study hardcore BC cause test is on thursday. Come one. 2 more weeks till the PARTYYYYING begins. Awesome shit.

You know you hate me, but who cares.
Maniar.

Copy and Paste.

2009-02-06T08:06:00.001-08:00

You're not worth the tears,
you're not worth the heartache.
I don't know why I give you the time.
You're not worth the pain,
you're not worth the emptiness.
I don't know why I wish you were mine.

GG

2009-02-03T04:52:00.001-08:00

Some endings take a long time to reveal themselves. But when they do, they're almost too easy to ignore. Some beginnings start so quietly, you don't even notice they're happening. But most endings come when you least expect them. And what they portend is darker than you've ever imagined. Not all beginnings are cause for celebration. A lot of bad things begin, fights, flu season and the worst thing of all... Want to be starting something? XOXO. Gossip Girl.

Old friend

2009-02-03T04:30:00.000-08:00

I have so many important decisions to make and so little time to make them. I do not want this but my conscience is telling me it is the right thing to do. Although everything else is pointing at wrong. Let's just say it is for the best.

Summative test tomorrow. I finally got my first A this semester. Can't wait for school to end. Want this nightmare to be over. Yeah I have nothing to write here... cause an anonymous source said a person's blog is like seeing into a person's soul. bye.

That three words would have changed everything, but you could not say it.

It has been a bumpy startt...

2009-01-02T09:07:00.000-08:00

Hello world. I shall blog in events this time.

Christmas midnight-
Mass was perfect. People were extra wonderful. Everyone looked dam hot. Enjoyed myself.
After midnight mass we wanted to go to Mel's Pub but it was closed so they directed us to PARAMOUNT. Wtf? Yeah so we decided to head back to my place, where we talked cock and just slacked as usual.

26th December(My party)-
Holy shit. Did not expect so many people to turn up.
Thank you church people for coming, servers, fathers, track people,poly classmates and OTHERS.
To sum up this event lets just say MDS puked on my tree and they finished 4 bottles of hard liquor without the help of mixers! What the shit.

New Years Eve/2009-
The servers came to my place to countdown, but we sort of forgot to countdown cause we suddenly realised it was 2009 and all stood up and started cheering. What the hell right?
James fell asleep before he reached the toilet so he was asleep on the floor, so we decided to draw on him before carrying him. Daryl pukes for the first time. And i finish half a bottle of bailey's thks to ring of death.That summed up the holidays.

I ENJOYED THIS HOLIDAYS MORE THAN ANY OTHER. SERIOUSLY.

OK I LIKE TO THANK MY FAMILY, MY POLY CLASSMATES, MY TRACKMATES, MY CHURCH FRIENDS AND MY BESTFRIEND FOR THE GREAT HOLIDAYS AND FOR 2008. LETS HOPE 2009 WILL BE TWICE THE FUN!!!

It's my life, it is now or never!!

2008-12-18T05:10:00.000-08:00

MAMBO NIGHT.
So yesterday there was servers training then after that we had to decide between clarke quay and Zouk. Myself and MDS decided to go to zouk in the end cause like it was like mambo night and we really really wanted to dance to 80s music. There were a hell lot of guys man cause apparently the army camps were having block leave.

But the NIGHT would not have been the same without the four idiotic servers man. Basil and James cannot dance for peanuts man. HAHA. Daryl said he felt like puking so we did not force him to drink but he faked his so called puking. MDS and I had to finish one whole jug of gin tonic each cause the three idiots did not like it. But overall the night was of the hook. And I have this really bad hangover and my body is aching.

YOU PROMISE ME HEAVEN, YOU PUT ME THROUGH HELL!

TWILIGHT

2008-12-15T06:22:00.000-08:00

TWILIGHT!!!
STUPID DUMB NO-LINK WASTE MONEY MOVIE!!!
WTH 10 dollars down the drain. DON'T WATCH IT!!!
The girl is not hot, too many gay close up of the guy. People laughing when the movie is suppose to be serious!!! yeah that bad.

Okay anyway the plan tmr is XBOX360,SWIMMING,MOVIES,SOCCER AND EATING(MAYBE DRINKING)!!!
Sounds like a faboulous plan!!! ((:

ZOUKOUT 2008

2008-12-14T02:20:00.000-08:00

In short...

IT WAS OF THE CHARTS MAN!!! WOOHOOO!!!!
Thanks GUYS for the great night!!!

MAMBO NIGHT ON WEDNESDAY WITH EX CLASSMATES!!!

PARTTTYYY!!!

2008-12-12T20:48:00.000-08:00

Ok so yesterday was MDS 18th birthday party. Went there and realised it was like three TP guys against a whole lot of CJC people and what do we have in common ZERO. They are like preparing for army or slacking away while ourselves are still taking life one step at a time. We have not even come to terms with the word ARMY yet. HAHA! Anyway the party was happening overall as they had GUITARHERO WORLD TOUR. Which I did not get to play!!!! Ok i drank BAILEYS there which is like the best alcoholic on earth. MDS was running all over the place therefore he hardly time to entertain us but his parents did the honours. His folks are cool man, layed back and typical traditional parents. That summed up the end of my day!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN MDS!!!
AND WELCOME BACK BASIL!!!!

LET THE PARTIES BEGIN PEOPLE!!!!((:

BACK IN ACTION

2008-12-10T22:50:00.000-08:00

Ok i decided to re-open the blog since, the holidays are coming and there will be a lot to blog about.

YESTERDAY
Had Finance test. And whatever i studied did not come out. Brilliant. Then after that went to parkway to Sabrina cause I wanted to buy something and she wanted to go for the MANGO sale.
So we waited until 2 for it to start. BUT by the time we got there, the queue was ultra long. WHO THE HELL WOULD QUEUE UP FOR CLOTHES!?!?! Ok then wanted to go home but halfway decided to go to church and study. So went there and tried to study.

Then it was training, I hate competiting with the choir man. It is like ONE PERSON versus the whole choir plus they have microphones. Unfair. But training went relatively well, hopefully everything will run smoothly during christmas!!! After that went to SIN HOI SAI with the guys, and we made a hell lot of noise man. OUR LAUGHTER CAN WAKE UP THE WHOLE NEIGHBOURHOOD. That was my day!(:

Oh yeah. Mike and Myself had a total gay moment! WTF!?!?

You might have noticed

2008-07-21T08:21:00.000-07:00

School has been normal so far. Life has had more downs then ups lately, i hope things take a turn soon. People are being such bitches this days. Thank god you have one or two good friends. I had a short/long chat with coach about commitment, character and priorities. Oh wells. I need to get my life straightened out. Settle a few misunderstandings and problems. And basically get back on track. I wanna make it for IVP this year and i want my GPA to be at least 3! Please.

accpac

2008-07-11T06:35:00.000-07:00

9.5
i shall stop by friday!
I always knew we were never meant to be together.

Injured again

2008-07-07T04:27:00.000-07:00

When I finally feel myself coming up. I injure my groin muscle!!!!:(
Nothing is going according to planed.

Do i really?

POWERCAT

2008-07-02T07:41:00.000-07:00

Finally got my shoes and used it today. It was okay. I guess from the start I knew the shoe would only make a slight difference but it is your own mental and physical stamina that would make the difference. but overall i am super happy with it.

I realized that some people try to hard. Why do they wanna fit in so badly? Why can't you be yourself and remain low profile? Work hard and earn others respect instead of showing off. I swear I am going to whack that person soon.

Me and Tim have finally reached nirvana. THEY SUCK!! BIG TIME!!!

Training: I have to work ten times harder. I feel myself improving but not fast enough, everyone is still ten times better than me. I need to work harder and have more discipline.

Studies: Improving, but still not good enough. I need to make it. I need to stop acting as if it does not affect me.

I think we will never happen.

If only if...

2008-06-15T08:25:00.000-07:00

Today almost missed mass but thank god ben texted me if not i would have missed mass or been super duper late. After mass ate chicken rice then took a bus to ping yi sec for our soccer match. This was the best game after played by us. Good job guys. I got a few comments from the opposing team good ones of course. I finally found my perfect position,CENTREBACK! I think myself and ben make a good combo at the heart of the defence. Still having regrets! Tmr is servers camp will be MIA for three days.

I care for you more than you will ever know. If you know who you are.

miserable at best

2008-06-06T23:23:00.000-07:00

Katie, don't cry, I know
You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go
Of the nights we shared
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but I want it so

Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

You're all that I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay

Because I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
[ Miserable At Best lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

Ladada ladada ladadaoh ohhh

And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
It's been three whole days since I've had sleep
Because I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
But without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best

Blood Red Summer

2008-06-06T07:53:00.001-07:00

NO MORE EXAMS!!! except for law after the break.
DAM HAPPY IT IS LIKE SUPER RELIEVER.
I HAVE A SOCCER MATCH TMR AND ON SUN! woohooo. Servers are going to host the next archbishop cup. SOCCER SOCCCCCCCCER EURO!!!

I am starting to miss you quite a lot.

Was it a dream

2008-06-04T07:54:00.000-07:00

Two more to go.
Partnership and Company Accounts.
Cost management accounting.
Come on!!!!

Rock & Roll Queen!

2008-06-02T09:13:00.000-07:00

Ok i am hoping to ace this mid-sem tests cause i have been working my ass off. But there has been the occasional slacking moments. I WANNA GET DHL(directors honours list) this sem. I know it is a long shot. But since i am still elligible i might as go for it right?!? No GUTS No GLORY! ok there is a new thing called the gelare cafe gang. You all must check it out. HAHA. Just go down to siglap gelare. Alright wish me luck this week. CAUSE I AM GOING TO CONQUER MID SEMS!

Help me make things clear?

2008-05-29T09:18:00.000-07:00

i wish my heart would stop beating
so it won't hurt this much

2008-05-25T06:21:00.000-07:00

I WANT THIS SHOE SO BADLY AND IT IS SUPPOSEDLY SUPPOSE TO BE DAM EX!

Killing me softly

2008-05-25T06:00:00.000-07:00

SCREWED THE SOCCER TRIALS!!! SO that is over...

Ok anyway now i am going to focus on TRACK. I want to be a 100m sprinter. Yeah i just want to concentrate on one even cause i realized i cannot run the stupid curve. Yeah retarded right. Ok according to coach my running style and speed is improving. Oh you know what is my PB for 100m!!! 13 secs. YES i am that slow. SLOW.... never mind according to adriel i have to just keep training hard and slowly i will improve. Hopefully that is true.

MST in a weeks time. Dam nervous but luckily only four papers. I shall start working my ass of tmr or maybe now. HAHA. Oh and I still think my confirmation was the best!!!!!

that is all i have.

The Fantasy

2008-05-06T08:38:00.000-07:00

I want to ace the trials so badly, I want to know when is the TRIALS. If I get in I swear I will study dam hard and be ultra good/obedient/whatever you can think of. So Jesus help me. I really really really want this more than anything in the whole wide world.I swear(not suppose too) my GPA will be like 3.5+.

except for something else!

2008-05-02T21:00:00.000-07:00

I dream all the day.

We are the yen!

2008-04-25T06:12:00.000-07:00

Ok personally for me. This has been the best orientation day ever. Yeah so people may boast FOC and the BUSINESS orientation was better. Whatever ok, this is like a memorably experience for me. Thank god i went for the nterview and sat through the boring workshops. And it all paid off. Ok the orientation overall sucked like i mean the games and the planning and the t-shirt(cause it was collared and it was freaking hot). But whatever. I love the class i got. Like it was not overly enthusiatic or not blah. It was the in between kind. And there are more jokers there then there are in my current class. How sad is that!?!

Oh and I swear being with them I did not feel like an outcast or uncomfortable at all. And i remmembered most of their names. Oh and the girls are dam friendly and the guys are super cool dudes. Haha. So overall i love T02 group name,YEN. Next week would be back to projects and tutorial homeworks and training. It was good while the fun lasted. Till next time cheerio!

shoot the crtics

2008-04-11T07:13:00.000-07:00

WORK.
QUEENSWAY.
FIVE-STAR.
HOME.

i love you and i miss you.
what else is there to say?

there is something you should know

2008-04-09T06:34:00.000-07:00

If you loved someone else,
I'd be hurt,
But if he manages to put a smile on your face,
that is all that matters.

Cause seeing you happy would make me happy.

This does not make sense.

2008-04-08T00:33:00.000-07:00

I came home to an empty house
And I found your little note
"Don't wait up for me tonight"
And that was all she wrote

Do you think I don't know that you're out on the town
With all of your high-rollin' friends?
What do you do when you come up empty?
Where do you go when the party ends?

And you were just too busy being fabulous
Too busy to think about us
I don't know what you were dreaming of
Somehow you forgot about love
And you were just too busy being fabulous, uh-huh

A little time in the country
A day or two to slow down
A bottle of wine and a walk in the moonlight
Maybe some foolin' around

But you think time is just a magazine
And money's just a thrill
I've waited so long for you to change your way of livin'
Now I realize that you never will

'Cause you were just too busy being fabulous
Too busy to think about us
Lookin' for something you'll never find
You'll never know what you left behind
'Cause you were just too busy being fabulous, uh-huh

You tell a joke and everybody's laughin'
That's something you know how to do
You've always been the life of the party
But now my baby, the joke is on you

'Cause you were just too busy being fabulous
Too busy to think about us
Running after something that never comes
What in the world are you runnin' from?

And you were just too busy being fabulous
Too busy to think about us
To drink the wine from your winner's cup
To notice the children were growin' up

And you were just too busy being fabulous
Too busy, too busy
Too busy
Aw, baby

By the time this night is over

2008-04-04T18:25:00.000-07:00

Alright we have finally managed to collect most of the jerseys, unfortunately not all because some irresponsible people have not paid up. Anyway it is their loss as we will be wearing the new jerseys this sun against the RED CORNERSTONES. Of course we are going to register our first win against them. Had servers committee meeting yesterday. Half of the committee is standing down. Good luck to all of us left. Alright hopefully I can go for Bryan's gig later at homeclub.

I dislike you,
no i really do.

Here's your letter

2008-04-03T06:31:00.000-07:00

Alright my new boots ROCK! You know...yeah you know. So met Bryan in the morning and took bus with him and lopez to the CAGE. Played hard core/joga bonito(i dont know how to spell) soccer man. Scored quite a number of goals. We were suppose to go and watch a movie but Mathew,Ben and myself ended up playing Winning Eleven at James house. I freaking owned Ben like 3 out of 5 times. Yeah then James mum sent us home. Collecting soccer jerseys tomorrow.

and these dreams keep you awake.

for the girl

2008-04-02T08:20:00.000-07:00

This the 100th entry on my blog!

Alright so tomorrow is the day when i get to go and test out my new boots and own the dam cage. Hopefully! Yes my life is dam sad all i ever talk & think about is soccer. Oh wells that is what keeps me sane besides my friends. "We will rock you" concert opens today. I can't go cause firstly all the student tickets were sold out and I have no MONEY. But pay day is around the corner(so is school). I feel like blogging about something motivational and inspirational but it all were sound like I am trying to pose emo so screw that.

sometimes I wish upon a star but that star it never shines,
so read my book with the boring ending,
a short story of my lonely life.

Where is home.

2008-04-01T09:08:00.000-07:00

BORING!
That sums up the day. Did some accounting for my dad the whole day. Just makes me not want me to become and accountant even more thankgod for finance. One more day till CAGE and see if my boots are good. Haha. Oh yeah and team bonding.

The phrase that pays!

2008-03-31T06:19:00.000-07:00

So today started of with me following my dad to work. Then left at like 1pm to meet ben and james at queenstown mrt station. Then we headed over to queensway to look for the jerseys for our team and to buy my soccer boots. We walked around the dam place which was big but hardly had any shops. So I ended up buying my boots first. Mecurial Vapour(blue colour), cool shit shoes man. Dam bloody light.

Then we ended up going to the first shop and ordering the jerseys. Ben and myself wanted NIKE but James being the fussy pot wanted ADDIDAS so there we were standing argueing. Haha. It was dam funny cause James was always losing his arguments. Then we ordered the jerseys frm this FAT SWEATY ULTRA RUDE mat. And the best part he was eating a sausage, i secretly hope it wasn't halal.

Then we headed over to IKEA where we freaking gorged ourselves with the $1 hotdogs while talking abt JACKASS. Then we headed over to Suntec to wait for Ben to end his drum lessons then met him again and went to FEI FEI. We walked from Holy Fam all the way there and we got lost and all. BEN & JAMES have no sense of direction man. Ok so we went there and met Mathew and Christian had dinner. Then we all were watching this two lizards on the wall eating flies and moving. WOW how fascinating. Ok BEN claims chickens & Dinosaurs dont need to mate
. Whereas Christian claims they do. GO figure. Alright then walked back to church with James and then took the bus home. Dam bloody tired from all the walking we did!

You keep going to that bridge!

2008-03-27T22:19:00.000-07:00

Jackass! Dam funny, I never knew laughing at people doing things to hurt themselves could be downright hilarious. Sadistic?!? I say NO. Just natural human instinct. I really hope i play well this sunday and don't get injured cause I need to get my mind of a lot of things. Back to Jackass soon.

2008-03-27T21:37:00.000-07:00

Have you ever wondered what marks our time here? If one life can really make an impact on the world? Or if the choices we make matter? I believe they do. And I believe that one man can change many lives... for better or worse!

2008-03-27T06:53:00.000-07:00

As happens sometimes a moment
settled and hovered and remained for much more than a moment. And sound
stopped and movement stopped for much, much more than a moment. And
then the moment was gone.

Ida Scott Taylor once wrote: Do not
look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be
troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the
present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.

Was it a dream?

2008-03-13T08:53:00.000-07:00

I came across a valentine's day present. It was nothing fancy but it brought back memories. It made me realize how important friends are. One moment you can talk anything to them at any point at time, the next they are gone. I could name so many. I mean this people meant something to me before why did they leave. I mean doesn't the word friends mean anything to them.

Why the hell are people so messed up? Fighting over the stupidest of things and back stabbing. I mean aren't we all suppose to be friends?!? Yeah and people i once close to have drifted of to the I am too cool for you island. I mean so us talking and having fun meant nothing to you? Me telling you stuff? Me listening to your problems?? Yeah thks a lot FRIEND.

I really miss the good old times.

Qoute from me:
PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE

MAIN EXAMS ARE FINALLY HERE!

2008-02-21T03:58:00.000-08:00

MBS paper is tmr. And i am scared shit cause i can't remmember anything. Aiming just not to sit for supp paper. DAM NONSENSE MAN. Who the hell wants to study abt computer systems.

On the brighter side. I received a call frm a talent scout. Asking me to come for trials in April. Ok that is good. Finally someone has taken notice of my soccer skills.
BYEBYE!

Do I?

2008-02-13T23:38:00.000-08:00

confused confused confused
stressed stressed stressed

Alright that sums of how i am feeling! Wanna to know why? I guess not. Today is valentines day and no biggie for me since i am single. And i am not complaining! EXAM EXAM EXAM. My grades have definetly improved from last year. SO that is a start. I am an IG sub-com member. My TP spirit is finally starting to shine. Can't be bothered to type anything else. Since the whole world can read what I am typing and then mock me. Ah whatever!!!

Ever since you came things have been better but any easier! IRONIC!

There is no mathematics to love and loss!

2008-02-12T00:50:00.000-08:00

Yes my post title sums up everything so far. Anyway went out with a friend yesterday to watch Ah Long Pte Ltd. Freaking first time watching a chinese show and I swear I was like the only indian in the dam theather. So like wth.

Then esplanade and home. Esplanade scenery has been totally ruined by the dam IR constructions. Singapore is really one concrete jungle. Thank god east coast park is like dam near by. Oh yeah before that went for lunch with Yun Kwang & Cheryl. OMG i wanted to burst. Ate one whole meal plus a hell lot of bread. And cheryl finds pasta spicy brilliant.

Oh you know i like Freaking studied today. Bloody miracle man. HAHA. No joke. I actually know my biz stats now, at least some i guess. Need to really pull up my grades man. No more games no more slacking time to get serious. I am going to hibernate in my room and the TP library until my exams are over. SO byebye!!!

Plan something big!!!

2008-01-19T05:19:00.000-08:00

Alright so this is the week everyone dreads, project deadlines and presentations. Time to talk out that formal attire that i last wore during HFC feast day. This also signals that main exams are more or less a month away and it is time to start revising and being a goody two shoes.

SO yesterday was BOON's birthday.James and Myself pratically cooked all the food for boon. Oh wells boon you can count it as your additional birthday present. Left Boon's chalet at 1. Had to come home early cause the guys were coming over to finish up our MBs project.

Things I am going to do tonight:

1.Get started on Socio project
2.Plan my main exam target score(GPA)
3.Tidy up my room
4.Watch MAN U trash READING and retain their position on top

HAHA. ok this entry is pointless and stupid. Stop laughing or thinking I am lame. Shit i am starting to sound like those people who talk to themselves on their blog.

I can't believe that my best friend isn;t close friends anymore with the other _____ people. Man I have been seriously too caught up with the servers. Must spend more time with my other friends too.

Oh and I have this decided to go for the class chalet cause I must be the enthusiastic person I am. And i guess it will be the last time the class will be together. alright will update soon i promise you all!!!!

Just wish you were all mine!

2008-01-04T07:40:00.000-08:00

This past week has not exactly been a fantastic week. There have been a lot of ups and downs, maybe I am just paranoid or overly sensitive but a lot of people have been talking to me differently.Some have turned out for the good and some from being my good friends just start drifting away. And why the hell are my posts all becoming so freaking emo!!!

Like ok jealousy maybe one thing but the worst thing is I want something that i know i will never ever have. There's this feeling in my heart that only I myself can understand. And i need to start praying a lot lot lot more. Only with his grace & power can I become a better person!!!

The songs i have been listening to have not been helping!!!!)))))))));

SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!

Dear GOD!

2008-01-02T05:17:00.000-08:00

School was goood today. Got my FA2 results back. Did not fail and i did relatively well. I think i am like drifting away from everyone man. I am starting to know less and less things. It is SEC 2 all over again. What did I do to deserve this. So much for a "Happy" New year! And why can't people be straight. Is it like a crime???? Love is seriously confusing everyone man. But my one or two friends really have my back. I only have a few people to confide in. URGH forget about this just forget about this. So many projects due. Still have to do my econs article by tonight!!!! F-ing bye!

A NEW SMELL!!

2008-01-01T03:09:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year to one and all! So i shall first state all my new reasolutions!!!

1. I shall become a kinder soul!
2. I shall study much much harder.
3. I will work out harder so that i can play soccer faster.
4. GOD shall always be in the centre of what I do

EDIT./
5. Get someones number without any help!!!(:

Ok so New Year's Eve was spent with Mike Chow,Boon,Si Ying,Damien,Basil and Daryl. We had jolly good time man. It was the best ever. We finish one bottle of vodka and half a bottle of whiskey. Everyone was super duper high. Especially Damien. We pratically laughed from 12 all the way to 2am. Then daryl stayed over at my house. He was complaining the alcohol was heating his body. Wuss la he.

Alright school starts tmr. I need to get dwn to serious business and start studying. Finish all my projects too. Good luck to me then!!!!! See you guys around!!!

The start of a new year!

2007-12-30T23:20:00.000-08:00

hello guys! This is like the first time i am blogging on the last day of the year. So this year has been hectic,fun,loving,full of laughter and stressful.

Biggest thing that happen for me this year was I had to go for my operation. Thank god and everyone for their prayers that helped make it a succesful operation. There went 6 months of soccer this year. Depressing. But oh wells I guess I have finally managed to pull a few guys together and form a new team for the year 2008.

My party at my house was awesome managed to catch up with all og my old friends. Especially my secondary school friends who have not changed a lot and I am thankful to have them as my really really really good friends. The servers were the live of the party at my house with all our lame jokes and stupidity. We only get closer at every party. Thank you to all those who came to my party. I love you guys!!!

Then I became closer to James Kwa I also don't know why. Haha. I mean we were friends but we weren't this close. But times change and so do people. So that is why half of my life was spent at his house and his sundays at mine. Winning Eleven is the best soccer game in the world and i am sure everyone will agree with me.

And I just made a new friend who is like having problems with her friends now. Hopefully she can solve all her problems fast. Will always be there to help you babe. And I still have your X'mas present faster collect from me. (((:

Can you believe that I am turning 18 next year. I am getting butterflies thinking about what it is going to be like . Hopefully fun and also hopefully i don't do anything stupid. HAHA. Hopefully the guys will make our birthdays meaningful and something to remmember.

Christmas(midnight mass),Servers Investiture and Holy Fam Feast Day was a blast!!! Thank you to all those who served the mass. It would not have been the same without you guys.

That is all!!! I will definitely blog again tmr!!! AND EVERYONE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TAG!!!!

Friend!

2007-12-27T18:11:00.000-08:00

So it started of with me having a crush on her. But then things go according to planned and we never started anything mainly due to my fault as I was too shy. Then this christmas I decided to invite her for my party on christmas. Pleaded with her to beg her mum to let her come but she couldn't. Then she send me a message saying how badly she wanted to come but she couldn't. Then i told the party would not be the same without her but she encouraged me to continue having fun(will think of you while having fun)(:. Then we started talking abt our feelings for X(for me) & Y(for her). And she was so cute to tel me she was imperfect and all. I mean I guess a lot of people would never be that humble to say that. Then she told me I had a lot of guts to tell her "something". And she told me "something" and she was really really happy to get it f her chest. And then I realised that she has been there all along and i never realised it. She is like one of my bestfriends. I am really sad you cant come for my party but dont worry i will have fun while thinking of you. I love you my friend!<3

Bloclbuster SUNDAY!!!

2007-12-15T06:59:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow going to Dog & Bone with Boon,Chris,Zain,Damien,Daryl,Basil,Visa,kason and i also dont know who. WHOA! I just realized that is a hell lot of people. And by the way Dog & Bone is a pub not a pet shop! =D

Liverpool v.s Manchester United-9.25p.m
Arsenal v.s Chelsea-11.25p.m

Two big games in a row. All the best to the rest we are going to run right on anfield!(:

Never to late.

2007-12-03T03:32:00.000-08:00

I feel life is shitty right now. Maybe because of school and the environment. I still think the best environment overall is still the church. People are less judgemental there. And everyone has something in common. That is worshiping CHRIST. The people are also less drawnback and more outspoken and we can have fun 24-7. The people I treasure the most are the servers. Without them i wont be the person I am now. No matter how much fights,quarrels and arguments we have had. We are still one big(growing) and joyful family. I hope nothing ever breaks us up and that we will be united together with the new blood to stand and face our upcoming challenges. I officially hate mid-sems man. They should not be in dec when I have a tons of things to do.:( Someone come and save me. PROBlEMS PROBLEMS! Never ending. Dam this!!

let me the one to call you baby

As the year comes to a close!

2007-12-02T02:56:00.000-08:00

Today was the lighting of the first advent candle. And the candle symbolises HOPE! I need a lot of hope if I can pass my exams. But stress is something I can surprisingly deal with very very well.HEHE!

Christmass training starts this friday. I hope the plan for two thuribles goes smoothly. I really want this christmass tp be a real special one. Oh and I can't wait to attend all the christmass parties lined up. Lots of 'drinks".

Ok so this like the last week of school. Everyone study hard and prepare for the hols ok?

KK i have run of things to say! CIAO!

Here in my arms!

2007-11-30T05:35:00.000-08:00

Today started of me wearing two different pairs of socks. But luckily on Jun Hong noticed. I don't know why the hell was he looking at my feet. Must be gay. Had MBS tutorial in the lab then after that MBS lecture. Both very very boring. Yk has a friendster profile for obvious reasons that shall not be mentioned here. Went to eat at A star then to the library where yk and ryan played chess. Was trying to distract them but in the end yk won.

Then had econs which was also super duper boring.

Now I am officially in the X'mas mood. I love this feelings cause it includes DRINKS,HOT GIRLS,GREAT FOOD and PRESENTS. And all my bros will be up on the altar for Midnight mass. OH MY GETTING GOOSEBUMPS thinking about it. Oh and the weather it is dam cool now. Feels like the sort of weather you need for christmass. Anyway that is all for now. See you chaps soon.Tag pls!!!(:

I am back!

2007-11-28T08:11:00.000-08:00

When two and three are gathered in my name...

Camp was great overall. I won't talk about the negative parts cause the past should never be retold if it is bad. I am only going to talk about the second day cause the first day was all fun.

I have finally realised the importance of prayer and the power of hymns after so long. Prayer helped me to come to terms with my darker side and help me face my fears. I was finally able to tell my friends how I felt and to tell some people who I should have said Sorry to long time ago,SORRY! Confessions really helped me lift all the burden of my shoulders. I felt at ease and it helped me get into the X'Mas mood.I am really looking forward to X'Mas.Mostly because I would be the people I love and cherish the most.My family and friends.I realised I am who I am today because of them.I really hope we never ever forget each other and remain brothers in christ forever.What Fr Iggy and Mike Chow said to me really woke me up.Thank you guys.Now I only wish that with GOD's grace and my willpower,I can do well for my exams.

I wish everyone good luck studying and keep yourself clean during this period cause christmass is coming soon. With love MANIAR!=D

The hand of the clock ticks my time!

2007-09-30T05:03:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone! Although I don't think anyone reads my blog. This shall be a super long post!

So my operation went very well! It was extremely sucessfull according to the doctor. After the operation the first person to message me was KEANE, he was asking me how i am and all! Then he started making fun of me as usual. But at least he kept me company. Thanks a lot man! At least i know I can count on all my old school friends, who i have not lost touch with.

After that the first visitors to my house were FR IGGY and JAMES. They were very shocked at the size of my leg cause it was dam bloody swollen. He did the annointing of the sick for me. Then after that they made me laugh at all their nonsense which shall not be discussed here. But it was dam funny la! Thanks mates.=D

The next visitor was DARYL, he bought donuts and came over. He stayed for a long time. And even slept here. We played WEing. And i won of course. HAHA! Then after that he went to buy his halo3 and went to meet jolyn.

SAMPEH! called me yesterday night cause James asked her too. I was like you made me walk all the way to answer the phone and now i must stand and talk to you. Then she started laughing like crazy. She asked the expected stuff. How was my leg? When i was coming to church, cause she miss seeing my handsome face!(>.<> DARYL,BOON and JUDE came to visit me today. Boon was really really very nice telling me not to worry and all. And that it was for the best going for the operation. Felt a lot better. Then they forced me to go down with them to watch them play soccer. EVIL PEOPLE! HAHAHA! But felt a lot better cause I got a lot of fresh air after a long time. CHRISPAUL was laughing at me like crazy and whacked my leg. He was like i thought you said not painful. IDIOT! Then he started laughing at me when i was walking on my crutches but it was god to see the guys after a really long time.

ILLI is my youth mass date on Saturday. HAHA! I have to sit with her and her pals on top in the front row. Oh wells at least there will be less people staring at my leg cause I have to wear my huge knee brace to walk. Everyone claims I look like robocop, sadly I dont have his strength.

Ok that has been the past events. Manchester United is not flying but doing well. I only wish CHELSEA would get back their motivation they look like a boring team now.

Tommorrow is HOSPITAL time. Have to go for theraphy and have to see the doctor.

THIS POST IS FREAkING TIRING! SEE JAMES I FINALLY UPDATED!

Take your misery some where else.

2007-08-31T09:09:00.000-07:00

Ok so finally exams are over over over! Hopefully I do not have to take supp paper, if not i will just die cause i get back my results one day before my knee operation which is on the 14th September. Which is like NEXT NEXT week! And you know what...I am freaking scared!!

That is why i am spamming soccer now! Played soccer today from 12-2. With all my old classmates, Tim could not come cause he ran into a lamppost. Yeps i know he is an ass. HAHA!
Ok anyway we booked the cage from 12-4 on monday! Wohooooo!! Four hours of non-stop football action man! Yes EPL tommorow! FUNERAL FOR A FRIEND and ED VIGIL next week! Can't wait man!!!! Hardcore moshing with my broken leg!(:

AND YES I HAVE FINALLY GOTTEN MY WE9 skills back. OWNED JAMES MAN! HAHA!
Ok anyway tmr i have no idea what i am gg to do!! I think i am gg to watch Borne Ultimadium or GOAL2! Most probably goal 2!!!!(:

BYE BYE BYE! For now and I have a new man u jersey!

With me tonight

2007-08-23T08:38:00.000-07:00

Hey mates! It has been a stressful week! DUH! That is why it is called study week to stress everyone out. But guys hang in there. Don't panic and be calm like me! But don't FAIL also if not you have to sit for the supp paper. And that is going to ruin your holidays. This is going to be a super short post again cause I am LAAAAAAAZZZZZZZZYYYYYYY! To blog. Hahaha. You want o know some thing funny???

Me: Chris four more hours ah!!!

Chris: Huh? Till what?

Me: Your day lah!

Chris: My birthday is on the 25th, that is on saturday.

Me: OH! Hahahahaha. Shit!

Chris: Nonsense sia you.

Stupid,lame and overly-retarded!((((((((((:

It was such a long time ago. But sometimes I wish I tried harder. I wished I had never ever let go of your hand. It was ages ago but I don't know why that specific night I started thinking of you. It brought back the good memories where i would be so comfortable knowing you were there for me. You would probably never ever read this. But I do regret my decision and if i could turn back time I would. Just wanted you to know I really miss you a lot, but i guess some things happen for a reason. I am sorry for hurting you.

Emptiness!

2007-08-21T03:43:00.000-07:00

Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.

Say hello to the angels!

2007-08-21T00:11:00.000-07:00

G'day mates! Been a while since I have blogged. Nothing much has been going on lately besides Main Exams which are coming up next week.

But I have to say Sunday was a blast with Sam and James coming to my house and eating lunch and playing Winning Eleven. After that we were going to play soccer but it rained like mad. But Boon and I knew we had to play soccer. SO i suggested me go to kallang to play "THE CAGE". So I called to book the place at 430 and we rushed down in 15 mins to the place. It was super fun and dam bloody tiring.

Lazy to blog about the previous days. Anyway this is getting boring. Will blog the next time I have inspiration. Byeeeeeeeee!

The POWER of LOVE!

2007-08-18T00:31:00.000-07:00

There was once this guy who is very much in love with his girl. This
romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his
girl.

Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his company, his
future didn't seem too bright, they were very happy together. Until
one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come
back. She also told him that she cannot visualize any future for the
both of them, so they went their own ways
there and then...

Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he regained his confidence, he
worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make
something out of himself.

Finally with all the hard work and the help of friends, this guy had
set up his own company ..

You never fail until you stop trying. One rainy day, while this guy
was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain
walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still
drenched. It didn't take him long to realize they were his girl's
parents.

With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the
couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them
to know that he wasn't the same any more; he had his own company, car,
condo, etc. He made it! What he saw next confused him, the couple was
walking
towards a cemetery, and so he got out of his car and
followed...and he saw his girl, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as
ever at him from her tombstone and he saw his paper cranes right
beside her...

Her parents saw him. He asked them why this had happened. They
explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was ill with
cancer. She had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not
want to be his obstacle... therefore she had chosen to leave him.
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. She had wanted
her parents to put his paper cranes beside her, because, if the day
comes when fate brings him to her again...he can take some of those
back with him...

Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may
escape but what's in your
heart will remain forever.

The guy just wept...The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting
right beside her knowing you can't have her, see her or be with her
ever again.........hope you understand.

Find time to realize that there is one person who means so much to
you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person who you
thought meant nothing to you.

Dedications to Holy Family Church!

2007-08-11T22:32:00.000-07:00

Ah Boon
You are one of those people who I have known for ages man! Since we were in Primary 1 cathechism class. We have a lot of misunderstandings but somehow or another we manage to resolve those small matters. And you were a soccer noob when i first introduced you to soccer but now you are impressively good! Thanks for all the good memories and hope to have more soon! Hope we never move house. Wish you all the best with SY!

Daryl Lim
You were a freaking good boy last time but now ah. Kena influence. Haha. You are a real great friend. Great defender and a great buddy. I miss our studying days at your house man. Altar Servers and Church will never be the same without you. Hope you and jolyn remain together!

James Kwa
How come we only become closer this year ah? Last time see me only say hi and bye i think.
But we have been true almost all good times hope, we never fight. AND all the best SAMPEH.

Christopher a.k.a Blackie
Dude I have known you for ages. Seen your bad side and good side. But you are really a good friend. You never fail to make all of us smile and being the black person you are. Dont ever change but try to stop smoking yeah? Cheri and you look nice together!

Basil
Dont squeeze my **** and my *** without permission ok? Haha. Your laughter is seriously contagious man. Can laugh until cannot breath. You are a great server tooo...

Damien
Damien you are just damien. With your mood swings and random outbursts of laughter and you seriousness and randomness. Great vice-president who has random emo moments. Scary sia. =)

Cheri
Pool buddy! BUT sadly cannot play already.

Louisa
I am not doc. joshua ok! I am just good at giving out advice! Remember to take my advice ah!
Smile......

Rachael
You owe me a book!

ILLI
Let's hope we never fight again. AND remain friends. Anyway you have been a great person knowing and remain single like me! Haha.

SAMANTHACHEEKOPEEPINGPEH
Feel honoured your name is the longest. Stupid sam don't know how to listen your mum dont even know if you are grounded or not! Haha. Stay stone always and stay with james also!

I love you people a lot!!!!

Getting of someone!

2007-08-11T22:28:00.000-07:00

When do you start thinking about that special someone???
When you are alone....
When you see other couples or when think about other couples...
When you are bored...
When you are depressed and lonely...
When you feel the world is going to come crashing down on you...

Solutions
Do something you have a passion fore.g Playing your guitar,soccer and etc.
Talk to people but not about the person of course.
Try your best not to be alone if you are listen to your MP3 send a friendly sms to a friend.

So good luck getting over that him/her!(:

Sorry...

2007-08-11T22:26:00.000-07:00

And with one last gasping breath,
I'll apologize for bleeding on your shirt.

Dedications to 1A05

2007-08-04T08:26:00.000-07:00

Ok firstly I cannot make dedications to everyone cause I have gotten to know EVERYONE personally yet but I do know your names and know you exist! I just don't know what to say.

Yun Kwang- Ok this guy ah influence me to join Track & Field to make my leg worse!!):
but it is ok i forgive you. Ok anyway hopefully our bastarding days dont end and
I will go back to Track after my operation. He is also my "sightseeing" partner!
Faster ask for her number lah!!!!

Timothy Kwek- MY CHINESE MAT BROTHER. THANKs for the car ride man. Haha. And
you are actually quite bastard ah. Ok but nvm. Ok I cannot wait for Funeral
For A Friend! And we need to study!!!

Chu Wen- Ok you are like the only person who can relate to my church activities so thanks
for listening to my crap and laughing at it and not taking it to hard. And NO i am
not afraid of you. HAHA. Smiles all around! GOD BLESS!

Jun Hong- Ok you are seriously dam funny and a good friend because you agree with evethind
I say especially when i bastard people. I think you know who i am talking about!
So ODB hope you feel honoured ah!!! =D

Sabrina- Firstly the truth is Wentworth Miller and I are bros! But dont tell anyone ok!!! Haha.
You are not as pure as you look right? Ok anyway you are suppose to be my
gossiping partner! What happen?? Lousy!:P

Cheryl- Ok I think without you ah i got noone to bully sia! Haha. So lucky you in my class got
someone short to bully. And can you stop saying you are pretty and sweet. Haha. You
got taste yourself before is it??? Haha. SMILES!

Ryan- Ok you are freaking funny man. I tell you are hilarious. Haha. Life is never going to be
Boring Having you around. Pass your dam driving test man. Then can send me home
everyday.=D

Marcus- Action bedek sia! Haha. Jking. YOu plat the guitar well man. Must remember me
when you make a lot of money ok!(:

Rayhana- Thanks for laughing at my so ever lame jokes!(:

Dalina- Nice to talk too!(: And I am not a stick man ok!!!!:(((

NOT ACCORDING TO CREDIT OR MERIT!!!! BYEEEEEEEEEE!

Ever wished a moment would last forever...

2007-08-04T07:50:00.000-07:00

So the past week was fun. Econs project was not as bad as expected I managed to answer 3/4 of the questions correctly I think. Then the sad part was we came late!): Hopefully she is kind enough not to minus our marks after hearing our explanation.

POM PROJECT WAS THE BOMB!
Ok we did two skits and both were hilarious.
Skit 1=Serious(but Ryan ended up laughing)
Skit 2=Hilarious
-Ryan and I decided to role play a INDIAN movie
My role= The Girl
Ryan's role= Sharukan(i dont know how to spell)
But it was dam hilarious will show you all the video on monday when i get it from Tim.
Ok have way during our role play we played Kung Fu fighting music and fought Matrix style. Dam hilarious and then after that was the chicken dance to close the show. But over all it was fun and I think we can do well.=) Great job guys!(:

Ok then it was lecture lecture lecture tutorial tutorial tutorial and SIMSPONS! Dam fun man. IT was freakign funny! Kept laughing after some more go laugh in the altar servers meeting and I think all of us have abs now man!

Ok that is all for now!!!

And I am to lazy to say anything wise because GOD has not spoken to me yet!But I will be waiting!

The goodness flowing out!

2007-07-29T07:34:00.000-07:00

I just realised the beauty of everything, and how you can let that beauty shine. Although this beauty cannot be seen in one glance but is seen when you look deep down that person. This beauty cannot only be obtained when you don't do things to harm to harm your body e.g smoking,drinking,watching p#$%. Also the values you carry around with you affect the beauty. To fine this true beauty you have to seek,find and knock.

Yes this is from today's gospel. A lot of praying may be involved. But this days are we praying for the right reasons. Are we coming to church to pray or just because we have to serve or attend mass or because you gf/bf asked you to come. Knowing your purpose when you come to church is very important. Another thing is that, what do you mean you have not being going to church because you have no time. Spending time with GOD has to be the number one priority.

Ok so that is that. And NO just because I am writing all this does not mean I want to become a priest.

TODAY

Served 915 mass firstholy communion. The Primary 3's sang like angels man! You would have seriously felt like you were in heaven. So lovely. But stupid congregation have no respect for the servers constantly taking photo I was blinded by the flashes to the point where Christopher had to lead me to the front. Then later went for breakfast at Jago Close. Then went to meet Damien to help him set the agenda for today's meeting with Fr.Chris. Then after that was slacking and laughing a lot in Fr.Iggy's office. Super hilarious. Then lunch had nasi padang then rushed back to church for meeting.

After meeting was soccer at lagoon we pratically were playing in mud. But super fun. After that we went to swim in the sea. I really enjoy hanging around the servers. My second family.
Then on the way home i accidentally kicked the ball at this lady. I apologised a thousand and one times so did the rest. Thanks guys.

Lady: Luckily you did not hit my daughter, I would have brought you to court!

Boon:This thing can go to court also ah?

(Lady just stares at him)

Boon:Oh you take care ah! Just take care!(sacarstic tone)

Thanks boon! But it was partly my fault but did she dam rude ah! Just because we are teenagers bloody hell!

Finished my outline and i think it looks good! YAY to me! Byeee! Think I won't be blogging again for a long time.

Thursday is SIMSPONS with Fr.IGGY and Fr.CHRIS and the servers!Going to be hilarious! Something to look forward to at least!

Yesterday troubles seemed so far away...

2007-07-28T04:38:00.000-07:00

Ok so today woke up at 730 am to go and serve a funeral. A 7-year old kid died in a coma. Yeah 7-years old. The funeral was really sad. They opened the coffin and I think that really made a difference in the mass. But Fr Iggy's sermon I think really helped the family. He said that we cannot blame GOD but we can pray and ask him why.

This got me thinking too. Imagine not knowing when you are going to die. Have I been living my life to the fullest like the bible has been telling me too. How many things have I been taking for granted. Apologies unsaid, forgiveness not given and apprecitaion not shown. There for I know I cannot change in one shot, but slowly but surely I will become a holy devoted catholic who would have faith in the Lord even in the most impossible stages and situations.

Ok anyway after that went home then went back to church again to serve the wedding mass. Then hung around in church. Then served Novena too. I did a lot of serving, really feel good. Tommorow mass at 915. Must serve.

Oh yeah you know I never hold grudges and TRY not to bitch about people. But even if they find out I am alright with it. Cause I rather you know how I feel about you. So you can see that I am not a hyprocrite. The truth hurts...I know I have been there myself. Like they say The truth is like a blanket that leaves your feet cold. Ok that is all for today man! Tommorow is SOOOOOOCCCCCCCCEEEEEEERRRRRRR! Can't wait mate!

NO TIME!

2007-07-26T06:01:00.000-07:00

Today was econs and winning eleven with the usual gang.

No time to blog because...

1. Econs project due on WEDNESDAY
2.POM project due TOMMOROW
3.POM skit due on THURSDAY
4.Soon to be Daryls new partner(hopefully).
5.Oral presentation outline due on MONDAY
6.Main exams on 27,28,29,30 of august!
7.Oral presentation on 14 Aug.
8.Buying clothes tmr.

Good news.
1. FFAF(funeral for a friend) tickets have been bought.
2.The weekend is coming soon.
3.The hols are really around the corner with time flying this fast.

So more good than bad!
Cheers everyone! Here you go SAM PEH my number one fan! Beg me to blog!

edit:/
Illi asked me to blog too! Sorry about forgetting about you mate!

Wish the petals and that rose would start falling!

2007-07-14T07:21:00.000-07:00

Ok so yeah yeah CHERI is very good at pool!
SO WHAT IF I LOST TO HER TWICE IN A ROW!
I am still number one I think.

Okay anyway I was so over her so so so long ago.
So yeah I am not affected by you know...
Oh wells!

Too lazy to blog!
Got a lot of things on my mind!
And it is about...

HOPE

2007-07-11T07:31:00.000-07:00

Wednesday
Can't remember what happen in the morning.
We were in the library camwhoring like nobody's business and making a lot of noise.
So dam bloody fun.
Then Jun Hong,Yun Kwang,Me,Sabrina,Cheryl and Rayhana went to watch
Diehard 4.0.
It was super nice but it was nicer cause all of us were there.
Then we went to follow YK to make contact lenses and while he was making them.
We camwhored somemore.
Just Sabrina,Cheryl and Me.
We tried on almost every sunglasses we could get our hands on.
There were some dam bloody nice ones.
But they cost a bomb!
Then we went home after that.
I waited for the 31 for 45 bloody mins.
James called me and I told him what was wrong because he forced it
out of me.
Ok then in the night YK and me played a prank on Sabrina and Cheryl and they
fell for it.It was quite hilarious.
In the night someone told me that I should I forget about her.
Because I am wasting my time and a hell lot of other thigns that shall not be mentioned.

Today
It was raining like mad and so I messaged Tim(white) and his mum gave me a lift to school.
So I reached school dry and early.
Had Econs lesson first which ended super early as usual.
Then we went to Mensa to eat lunch and then to the library where I did my POM like
a hardworking student but I think all my answers wrong.
Then went for POM lecture which was so so boring so I started disturbing the people around me.Haha.
Then it was of to the library again.
Where we talked nonsense again as usual.
Somebody was a bit moody today but whatever that was botherin I hope is gone and I will
always be here to comfort you.And SMILE and BE HAPPY!(:
Okay so I just made a stupid bet with Sabrina which I am so going to lose.
I have to go through the day tommorow without saying any bad words.
How the hell am I going to do it?
YOU TELL ME!

HOPE-IS NOT GIVING UP UNTIL THE FINAL WHISTLE IS BLOWN!

Why are you so kpo this also wanna read?

Hoping for the best but expecting the worst!

2007-07-10T07:28:00.000-07:00

Today was extremely fun!

Old-school!

Me and my best buddy!

Me and dragonboat!

Me & shorty!

ME!(I was wearing cheryl's bad and neckclase)

There will come a time when all hope is lost...

2007-07-09T09:12:00.000-07:00

It is 1215 a.m!
I had a thousand and one things running through my mind before I called her.
But only could bring myself to say one thing.
Maybe it was because of what he said earlier.
But nobody is perfect everyone has their flaws.

Big news for today was that my knee operation is set for 14 September 2007.
I want to get it over and done with so I can return to playing soccer normally.
It sucks playing soccer with an injury.
People underestimate you.

Happy moment for today!
Played pool with Cheri and then Chris.
They talked to me for a while then they had to go cause they have school.
Thanks for the company guys and CHERI you owe me a rematch.

Then I feel betrayed by two people who I trusted.
Don't want to talk to me just say it to my face.
Don't have to go and lie!
Disappointment.

Family problems from both sides not helping things.
People these days are getting more and more selfish.

I feel hopeless sometimes,
I wish got would send a patron saint for lost causes.
To take away one's hope is like blowing out the person's fire.
Emo moments do happen and this is one of them.
Words rush rhrough my mind but my lips remain sealed and so will my feelings.
Hurt,battered and destroyed how i wish sometimes life would be different for me...if only.

Singapore v.s Australia!

2007-07-09T02:49:00.000-07:00

Loyal Singapore supporters!(:
We are all sweaty and smelly.

One way or another!

2007-07-08T08:26:00.000-07:00

G'day mates!
Sunday=My favourite day!
Went to meet James in church and followed him
to KCBC before mass cause he wanted to buy something.
Then went to serve mass.
After mass went to canteen to eat hot dogs Aunty Karen & Anne served us.
I paid for OUR hot dogs cause I promised James I would buy him
breakfast.
Then went to get ready for 1115 mass as His Grace was coming as
it was a prisoners mass.
Me and James assisted the Archbishop during mass cause
Damien was sick and tired of the same peopledoing it.
After mass slacked all around church from joking with JAMES,SAM & JUDE
in front of church to going to Fr.Iggy's office.

I could not go with them for lunch cause I had my family thing
which was so so B-O-R-I-N-G!
Was like pratically dieing cause the servers suppose to come over to my house.

Rushed home and James,Sam & Jude came up to my house.
Challenged James to a match of WE9 although we were rushing.
Then some smart person a.k.a SAMPEH! almost broke my miror.
She walked into the room and fell against the mirror.
I bet I saw yourself inside the miror that is why right!(joking)
So after the game rushed down to meet Chris & Boon but Paul was there already.
Then went to the lagoon Mike Chow was there already with his other friends.
Daryl did not come because he overslept but it is okay I forgive you cause I am
NICE!
BOON I HAVE NOT BEEM TO YOUR HOUSE IN A REALLY LONG TIME!

Came home then I received an e-mail from a long lost classmate.
It is great to know she is doing well there.
Talked to her for a while then Kenneth joined in.
We did quite a lot of catching up.
After 5 years+ we had a lot of things to say.

I had to give somebody advice so she hopefully does not screw up things!

SAMPEH! claims to be my blog's number 1 fan!
Happy got your name!
Let me cut your hair lah!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!

Waiting for you on the dance floor!

2007-07-07T00:47:00.000-07:00

Friday
Had FA1 lecture in the morning! YK's hands were stinking of garlic smell
dam strong ah.Lecture was okay as usual!
Then had FA1 tutorial.
Went for lunch at BUSINESS PARK and most of the guys ate two servings of
chicken chop and surprisingly it was not filling.
Went for econs lecture after that then YK's hot girl sat next to him and Jun Hong
was super loud with all his comments and all.
YK was super embarassed cause we were asking him to ask for hre number.
Then SABRINA thinks I am a pervert cause she was wearing skirt and she
was like later you better not turn around talk to me ah!
At first I did not get it and then i realised what she was tlaking about.
What the hell man!
I not desperate lah.
So in the end I had to hold my lecture notes covering my face everytime I wanted to
talk to her.
So NEW RULE FOR ALL GIRLS,DONT WEAR SKIRTS ON FRIDAYS!
TSK TSK!
And I realised that some people thinks he likes her.
Oh wells!
Went to the library after lecture to slack and then went to church after that.
Ate Fish & co. for dinner.
Went to POPULAR bookstore to buy statioanery.
Then went home after that!
James Kwa the BROWN M&M does not represent me okay!

TODAY
Tried to mug but failed going to mett jun hong later to go and disturb YK & the girls at their job.Probably going to slack for a while with them.
So fun!Hope he has not started any stupid rumor!

How time has passed!

2007-07-06T10:14:00.000-07:00

2 YEARS AGO:
1) How old were you?
[+]. 15

2) Where did you go to school?
[+]. Ngee Ann Sec

3) Where did you work?
[+]. Not working yet.

4) Where did you live?
[+]. Marine Parade

5) Where did you hang out?
[+]. MY house & soccer field.

6) Did you wear glasses?
[+]. NOPE!

7) Who was your best friend(s)?
[+]. Too many to name. No buaisness.

8) How many piercings did you have?
[+]. NONE!

9) What car did you drive?
[+]. BUS 11

10) Had you been to a real party?
[+]. Yeah DUH!

12) Had your heart broken?
[+]. Maybe!

13) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
[+]. Single

1 YEAR AGO.

1) How old were you?
[+]. 16

2) Where did you go to school?
[+]. Ngee Ann Secondary

3) Where did you work?
[+]. Out back Steakhouse

4) Where did you live?
[+]. Marine Parade

5) Where did you hang out?
[+].Same as above.

6) Did you wear glasses?
[+]. NOPE!

7) Who were your best friends?
[+]. A HUMONGOUS GROUP!

8) Who was your crush?
[+]. Can't remember

9) How many tattoos did you have?
[+]. 1-1=0

10) How many piercings did you have?
[+]. 0

11) What car did you drive?
[+]. Bus 11 change to turbo engine.

12) Had your heart broken?
[+]. Not yet!

13) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
[+]. Single

NOW, 2007.

1) How old are you?
[+]. 16++

2) Where do you work?
[+]. NO WHERE!

3) Where do you live?
[+]. MArine parade

4) Do you wear glasses?
[+]. NOPE

5) Who are/is your best friends?
[+]. They know who they are!

6) Do you talk to your old friends?
[+]. Of course!

7) How many piercings do you have?
[+]. 2-2=0

8) How many tattoos?
[+]. 10-10=0

9) What kind of car do you have?
[+]. BUS 11(now one engine spoilt)

10) Has your heart been broken?
[+]. Yes/maybe/no

11) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?:
[+]. single.

12) Where do you go to school?
[+]. Temasek Polytechnic

13) Where did you hang out?
[+]. Library. TM

Random!

2007-07-04T08:04:00.000-07:00

1. one silly name u were called by your
close friends?
Yesh(oh wait that is my middle name=P)

2. What is your favorite ice cream
flavor?
Chocolate

3. What movie/s are you waiting for?
Any movie with hot actresses..

4. If you wanted to be in a band, what
would you call it?
MANIAR

5. What is the weirdest thing you've
ever eaten?
No idea

6. Do you want to live with your gf/bf
forever?
Don't have one.

7. Where is the place you want to be
right now?
Soccer field,Old Trafford

8. What song do you listen to feel
happy?
A Day Late-Anberlin

9. In The Lord of the Rings, who are
you?
The Tree

11.What movie/s made you cry?
Who the hell cries durig movies?

12. Name famous people you had a crush
on?
Too Many(my close friends will know!)

13.What is your favorite drink?
Pepsi

14. Which cartoon character is your
favorite?
no idea

15. Are you a money stealer?
NO!

16. If you could freely kill just one
celebrity? Who?
David Beckham! make up your dam mind if you wanna be a soccer player or a celebrity!

17. Coke or Pepsi?
pepsi

18. In a week, how many times do you go
online?
Everyday!

20. Single or married?
Single!

21. Describe yourself in one word?
YESH!

22. What's the first thing you do when
you wake up?
Go back to sleep!

23. What's the last thing you do before
you sleep?
Wash my face and brush my teeth.

24. Something about you that you're
proud of:
My soccer skills and my friends

25. Are you in love?
Who isn't?

26. What's your mobile number?
8100 4***(same as james kwa's starting)

27. Are you happy?
Of course!

28. Why?
Life is too short to be emo.

29. But is there something u wanna do?
Play soccer or go slack with some of my best friends!

30. What are you listening to right
now?
California-phantom planet

31. Complete this sentence: THE WORLD
NEEDS..
more care and less hate

32. What was the last thing you ate?
Hello panda and a health bar.

33.If you were a crayon, what color
would you be? why?
RED!Manchester united's colour.

34. What did you eat for breakfast?
Bread,cereal

35. Who is the last person you talked
to?
James Kwa

36. Last person who sent you a message?
Illi

39. What are you wearing?
soccer shorts and t-shirt

40. Favorite day/s of the week?
Sundays

41. Favorite place?
Soccer field & church

The apple of my eye.

2007-07-03T01:39:00.000-07:00

Met Tim(black) in the morning to go too school!
Nigel met us at bedok interchange and cut the queue.Tsk.
So had communication skills only today, and I learnt that I must wear long-sleeve
to school on Tuesdays cause the air-con is retardedly cold.
Was like freezing.

Then went to Tampines Mall with a few classmates.
Yun Kwang
Dalina.
Timothy.
Sabrina.
Jun Hong.
Kah Yee.
Ryan.
Hui Shan.
Cheryl.
Marcus.
Chu Wen.
Ken.

Transformers kicked ass man.
It was super nice,funny and cool.
I was telling Jun Hong look at the hot girl(Megan Fox) and he was like YEAH.
Then when she kissed the guy I scolded bad words and
he started laughing.
Super funny man.
I love my class a lot.
We all have agreed Megan Fox is hot and has B-E-A-T-I-F-U-L
abs man.
Megan Fox is hawt!

Ok so anyway I am home now duh!
James has gotten a new number which is almost the same as mine.
8100 4***.
Can't remember the last three numbers.
Ok I have to go do my Econs homework and project now.
I must pledge to become a nerd from now on to pull up my grades.
This is going to be hard.
The guys favourite moment in the show!Right guys?

It is not pleasent when your friends advice you things that you don't wanna hear.
And that they do not support you.
Makes it seem harder.

Proper post and no nonsense!

2007-07-02T02:48:00.000-07:00

Saturday
Woke up with my swollen knee cause the day before I injured my knee
during track.So it was very very very painful.
Did some chores with my swollen knee.
Then invited me over to his house for lunch before going to the stadium.
Went to his house and Anne was there too.
Paul wanted to challenge Anne and me winning eleven.
The first match Anne and I won Paul 3-1 and that was Anne's
first time playing that game so Paul was angry and demanded
a rematch.
He won us 4-0 oh wells!We were only playing with 10 men since one men got sent
off.Then it was off to the stadium to meet the gang to catch Australia v.s Singapore.
It was super fun altough there was a squable.
Anyways during the match all off us were scolding the refree things like
"refree kayu"
"refree b****h"
"refree kelong".
So fun and funny.
I kept on scolding liverpool cause Harry Kewell scored a lucky goal.
After the match James,Paul,Sam,Basil,Damien,Joel and myself went to 168
to have dinner and supper. I ate two chicken chops.
Sam went back after a while.
Then Boon & Chris met us after sending Cheri and Illi home.
We when to start our midnight soccer.
And it was super hilarious cause Daryl kept going
"Don't worry I am with you".
Over and over again without realising.
After that took taxi home with James,Paul and Boon.
James dropped us off thks man.
When to talk to someone for a while after that and then went to sleep cause
had to meet James in church.

People who went for the match!
Me.
James.
Paul.
Basil.
Boon.
Daryl.
Jolyn.
My bro.
Cherie.
Illiana.
Samantha.
Zain.
Chris.
Joel.
Mike Chow.
Sabrina(mike's gf).
Sabrina's NUS friends.

Sunday
Met Chris,James and Sam in church.
I realised i was seeing them again after only like 8 hours and we were going to spend the
whole day together again.
But sadly I followed my family for lunch after mass and went home after that.
Paul came to my house before soccer to play winning eleven.
Then when down to meet the gang to go for soccer at the lagoon, I could not play properly during the match because of my knee.Poor me!):
After that we all went home and I went to do my homework.
Me and James were like the only ones who had to go to school cause we are adults already and no more youths.
Talked to her for a while then called James and he asked his dear to add me to the
conference. So it was Jude,James,Sam and Me, me and james were pratically
falling asleep.
Some unfortunate events took place on that day thankfully we had mike and everything is now resolved and people have promised to change for the better.
Thank you guys for everything!Joel we will always be here for you.

Finally today!
Met Tim at the busstop we thought we were going to be late but we managed
to reach school with 10 mins to spare.
So had CSA.
Was talking to Keane during that class.
Then went for Apel and my apel group was hilarious me,ryan,jun hong and tim.
Then went for lunch and then comm skills.
On the way back from school did something but accident.
And now she knows.
So yeah!
Tommorow watching transformers with 1A05!
I cannot go for track training at all this week!):
Die man.

Life's many mysteries!

2007-07-01T08:34:00.000-07:00

Ok first off I felt today the servers have become closer
together although there were events that should not
have taken place.

I got a new gossiping partner SABRINA TAN.

I wish people will stop fighting.
Why can't everyone just respect one another,
why must there be so much backstabbing and
why does everyone crave for acceptance?

Like my wise friend told me your character is much more important than your reputation.
So people what people think or see you as might not be entirely true.
Stick to the basic principles of knowing what is right and what is wrong.
And never ever be afraid to accept someones hand or to apologise.
Because what goes around comes around.

I felt a lot of things this weekend some unexplainable.
Hope my nonsense advice will help me!(:

Fight for your right to love!

2007-06-28T06:34:00.000-07:00

Today went to school met the A05 people outside
the library as usual and we made our way to POM clas!
The tutor came in 15 mins late.
But he was nice enough to give us back our tests and i got 29/40 that is a B!
So far all B's!
Tommorow getting back Financial Accounting 1!
Freaking scared!

Ok back to today.
Went to library after B-o-r-i-n-g CSA lecture.
Played a game with Tim(black one),Sabrina,Jun Hong,Cheryl(shorty) and Me.
The forfeit was to wear the net around your head and TIM lost.

After that went to hockey court to play soccer!
Super hot but it was tiring and fun!
Then went back to ngee ann to collect o level certificate.
Ngee Ann brought back old memories man.
Anyway went home after that and went to the GYM!
I feel very very very motivated.
I really want to take part in IVP if i can!

Now waiting for Charmaine to come online to discuss project!(:

For one day!

2007-06-26T05:38:00.000-07:00

Firstly, I believe Boon & Chris will stop smoking!
Try your best guys especially Chris(know you gg through a rough stage)!(:

Ok the weekend was super super fun except on Saturday
when somebody got hurt.
But everything was okay on Sunday!
Sunday rocked the house man,church+soccer!
I scored two goals man and James Kwa's soccer
has improved tremendously because of me!hehe.
Okay that was the weekend!

Monday
Ran 100 metres, 2o times man!
Now my legs are still cramp.
Thank god tommorow there is no training and only a talk.
But I feel my legs becoming stronger and my injury is not as bad as before
hopefully it will subside!

That is all my friends!

If I oculd spend every waking moment with you I would gladly do so,
you are someone special!(:

My MP3 is on shuffle!

2007-06-23T07:23:00.000-07:00

1. Put your music player on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next
button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG
NAME DOWN
NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY"
YOU SAY ?
cartwheels

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR
PERSONALITY?
champagne supernova

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Smile like you mean it

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Angels Cry

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Forever young

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Your revolution is a joke!

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Little Devotional

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
My Last Breath

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Emergency

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?
Scarecrow

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU
LIKE?
Number five with a bullet

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW
UP?
To be alone with you

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE
PERSON YOU LIKE?
You

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU??
You love to sing

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
I am Ying

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Postcards

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Hello

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
New American Classic
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
The promise

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Goodnight and Go

WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU
REPOST?
Home

Most dont make sense!Some sound hurtful!Stupid MP3!

Love and Pain!

2007-06-22T20:18:00.000-07:00

Ok blogging has lost it's meaning when you have people coming to invade your privacy. So I shall start using codes from now on.

Ok so yesterday was my TP class bbq at my house.Super duper fun!
BBQ team= Timothy(chief chef),Yun Kwang(acceleration man),Marcus(class bank),Bryan(slacker) and Me(joshua).Oh yeah not forgetting Ryan and Jun Hong(dragonboat).

Ok anyway we played tai ti and (censored). The guys will know what. We ended quite early cause everyone stays quite far away.That is all.Just lost my motivation to blog!!

James and Joshua's knew SONG!(akon-don't matter)
Nobody wanna see us together,But it don't matter No
cause I got you and you got me
and we got them and they got us!

We still got along way more but this is the starting so yeah!

For me this is heaven!

2007-06-19T08:55:00.000-07:00

Went to school today to do CSA project
but hardly made any progress!
I guess some people had no mood to do it.
Oh wells!

Ok I can't type a lot of things on my blog cause my stupid sister will read
irritating man!
Urgh!

I can't be bothered to blog anymore!

This is a brand new problem!

2007-06-17T18:43:00.001-07:00

Ok so I have no blogged in a reallyyyyyyy long time.
Partly cause i was in the Malay land which was
so so so so B-O-R-I-N-G!

SUNDAY
Consisted of going for 915(serving) and 1115(attended) mass.

Consisted of people like James Kwa/Sam,Basil,Paul Kwa,Joel,Illi,Cheri,Chris,Boon,Mike Chow and Daryl.

So after 1115 mass went for lunch at Parkway BK!
James treated me cause i was broke.
After that went back to church to meet Chris and Boon.
Made our wayto my house.
James,Paul and Basil came up to my house to play WE9.
Won James again as usual.
We wanted to got to ECP to play soccer but they were
having some stupid carnival!
Screw them man.
Ended up playing at Laguna Park but everybody had no mood to play.
So it was quite a waste of time.

Today I have to go for Track & Field training after missing two sessions.Urgh!
Going to watch Oceans 13 with James on thursay and wednesy is lepak at his house again!

hush,the dead are sleeping!

2007-06-11T01:24:00.000-07:00

So today started of with cleaning my room.
My dad woke me up at 845 to clean my room.
Thks a lot!
Then went to visit my grandmother for a while.
After that it was off to the KWA brothers house for some WE and slacking.
Paul and I v.s My bro and James!
1st match 9-3
2nd match 3-5
3rd match 2-1
So overall we won!Yeah to me and Paul!
After that we went to slack upsatirs for a while and then we
decided to watch White Chicks on my laptop!
We were laughing like hell and James kept singing as usual!
We had to stop half-way to go and eat lunch!
Was super nice.
After the movie my bro and I went home cause Paul had to study
and James went to do his project(so he claims).

On the way home I cut my neck against a tree branch!And now my neck hurts
like hell!Toopid burning feeling!
Anyway the next time i will blog will be on Saturday cause going to Malaysia(or malay land as paul calls it) for a holiday!
PORT DICKSON---->GENTING---->KL------>SINGAPORE

so long and miss me!!

Horizons!

2007-06-09T07:28:00.000-07:00

Hey!
So today I read "For one more day" by Mitch Albom!
Cool book!But a bit depressing!
Listened to Concave Scream and Furniture.
Both are local bands!

So went for mass today and besides that did practically nothing!
Going for mass again tommorrow.
Have to pass Paul some CDs.
Then I have no idea what I am going to do tommorow.
That is all my fans!

MISSMEMISSYOU

Out of reach!

2007-06-08T04:00:00.000-07:00

1A05!(AnF orientation)

I forgot to bring my jersey!!!=((

This was taken during our Pirates Of The Carribean outing!Stupid YK blocking me!I am the one in GREEN!

Today is so so so boring!
Watched like scrubs the whole day!
Daryl Lim left for phuket today.
My communication skills group has to redo our project again for the third time!
Andthe teacher was super funny cause i was wearing my ATTICUS t-shirt and
she randomly asked me if i read "HOW TO KILL A MOCKING BIRD".Then I was like it is some lit book or something like that.And she was like yeah.
And there is a character in the book called ATTICUS and he is a bird and he died and all!
I was like yeah ok!But i seriously do not know why she was telling me all that stuff!
So total bullshit up there.

ATTICUS

INTO OBLIVION

2007-06-07T04:47:00.000-07:00

Yo!
Today was fun fun fun fun and more fun!
PAUL KWA came to my house in the morning after meeting someone!
Played WE9 but he had to go meet his folks for lunch so we had to stop our second game and whistle i was batheing he begin talking to LOUISA using my account.
Tried to make me sound like an ass.
Haiyoh!

Ok so I followed him downstairs but Kenny was not down yet.
so left Paul and went up to Kenny's house.
We went to suntec city to eat pizza hut after that walked to Peninsula and sstopped by HMV i bought FUNERAL FOR A FRIEND new album(TALES DON'T TELL THEMSELVES).
Now i am broke!

After Peninsula Kenny went Blading wiht his peeps!
I went to Paul's house to play WE8.
He won two games,i won one!
Stayed at his house for like 2 hrs.
My dad picked me up from his house.
So here i am back home.
The con 2 peeps from church have camp tmr.
Good luck peeps!Have fun!
This weekend is PARTYYYYY!!!

Listening to my new album now!!!=DDD

Prayer tonight!

2007-06-06T08:41:00.000-07:00

Dear Jesus,
I pray tonight for all the poor and lonely children and teenagers.
I pray for peace.
I pray for all my close friends and i even pray for the ones i despise a lot.
I pray that you may grant me the gift ofthe holy spirit so that i would
appreciate and hold close to my heart the people that really matter too me.
I also beg your forgiveness for playing the two-face game,
I wish i never ever do that again.
Jesus,Thank You for everything and I LOVE YOU!
Thank you for my parents,brother and sister.

Signing out your faithful altar server.
Joshua Maniar

WORLD WAR IS OVER!

2007-06-06T00:40:00.000-07:00

So the battle is over!
CSA is a total screw up if i don't fail
i will be surprised!
But hopefully ahem's prayers
would me a miracle.
And i promise i would pray for ahem also.

Tommorow is a holiday!
So yeah!!!
FRIDAY IS FA1(financial accounting 1)
my stronghold must get a Z for that.
So class BBQ is officially on 21/6/2006.
Venue is LAGUNA PARK!

Tommorow is also Ryan's birthday!

Cannot wait for the hols!!

THIS IS THE PLAN FOR THE HOLS!

1.Soccer(DUH!)
2.Midnight supper with servers+1am soccer
3.GIGS!
4.Slacking!
5.Projects!(urgh)

TWO WEEKS OF HOLIDAYS ONLY!

Lucky denver mint!

2007-06-05T00:31:00.000-07:00

Ok POM was much easier than expected so that is good news.
At least i have hope i wont fail that.
Tommorrow is CSA so method of studying=
csa textbook + online quiz.
Smart right can kill two birds with one stone.

So after the test went to the canteen and drank a can of redbull
redbull gives you wings.
So yeah anyway after that went to the libary.
Went to in a project room with Ryan,Tim,Ken,cheryl,dalina,chu wen and jun hong.
We ended up talking about hot girls and all the guys got really excited
and all the girls were like staring at us.

We were stressed alright.
Studying last minute and all.
So we were saying some bungs and les are wastes cause they are so hot and all
an they go turn les.
So retarded right like got nothing else to talk about.
Almost finish watching season 1 of scrubs.
you are like school in june....NO CLASS!
Random statement there.
But funny.
NO SCHOOL ON THURSDAY.
cannot wait.
FRIDAY IS WHEN THE PARTY REALLY BEGINS.
Ok that is all for now till next time surf safely.
(SO LAME=so's your face)

How often do you feel like there is noone you can turn too?

2007-06-03T22:53:00.000-07:00

Yo sexys!
Watching scrubs now.This is like the saddest episode.
And i am starting to think of her again.
YES I have no come to terms yet.
Econs was a failure,I just hope i pass.
I mixed up everything.

My leg is still aching after all the ICEing.
I hope I have not torn my meniscus.
Shit man!Life is like a downward slope,
that never
ever
wants to go up.

----------this part has been edited due to
some forseen circumstances!*cheers* to the person who
warned me of it-----------

I will fight away all of your fears.

2007-06-02T21:48:00.000-07:00

Firstly, cheer up PAUL KWA.Don't worry about
your problems and don't let
her
bother you too much.
And I will always be here to cheer you up.

So today went to church,went home after mass
to try and study but ended playing WE9
with my bro instead.
++Economics exam is tommorow!:(

Going to play soccer with the servers later
as usual.
pis seriously becoming routine nad traditional.
I disturbed Damien a lot today about his
new post.
Sorry dude!

My sympathy goes out to Louisa who
had her HP and MP3 confiscated.
(she threatened to beat me thus i need to write this)

PAUL KWA BETTER COME TO MY HOUSE TO PLAY
WE9!

Horoscope

2007-06-02T21:45:00.000-07:00

Sunday, June 3 2007

This is a time when you can expect a little boost, some extra support or recognition from those around you. You may feel that you are in touch and in harmony with others. The support you need for whatever you are planning is available. Spring-cleaning may have come late for you but you are in the mood to do the nitty-gritty stuff today. You aim to have a place for everything and everything in its place--and anything that gets in the way gets on your nerves. Health and work goals take on greater importance for you now. Team sports, swimming or walking every day with a friend can boost your energy and increase your stamina. What better way to enjoy your friends than with an activity that can improve your health as well as your friendship.